I'm scared and locked in the house right now; What too do?

My ex-lover is drunk and harassing me; It’s 12:00 A.M. right now. He’s calling me and breathing hard in the phone; I’m not saying anything when he calls. My mom doesn’t have caller id on her phone too see who’s calling; So, I can’t see whose calling. If he comes at my house tonight knocking on my door, I’m calling the police and I’m going too do something really bad too him. I have pepper spray, knives, and razor blades all through my mom’s house rigid. I’m sick of my obsessed ex-lover. I’m in the process of putting a restraining order out on him because he threw some tools at me and choked me too death with his bare hands. I don’t know if I can ever trust a man and I mean ever. For two years, I was abused and I deserve better when it comes too a man and dating him. A lot of good men, have came my way, but James blocked them. He told me that no man would ever love me because I was nasty, a whore, a slut, my sex wasn’t good, I was ugly, and no one likes me. If I knew James was like this; I wouldn’t have ever gave him a benefit of a doubt. I feel sorry for ever fooling with him; i wish I didn’t know him or his existence. I wrote College Magazine begging them too let me tell my story of the abuse I went through; It will be posted in November’s edition; So, check out your college or high school for my story. I’m just letting you or anyone knows, if you’re in an abusive situation, get out while you’re ahead because once your dead; There’s no coming back out alive. My abuser is 46 years old and is very mentally ill; I’m only 22 and I wish…
He choked me too death about 2 months ago and I’m not lying!
What to do?
I’m all wired and shit…I’m waiting for him at the door and I have a long kitchen knife next too me. If I hurt him, I’m going to jail. I’m killing him for everything that he’s worth. I’ll be like Farah Faucet in that movie “The Burning Bed” or ” Enough” with J-Lo.
Jami: I did go the hospital….I was unconscious for a few…I’m alive now, but he did bruise my neck and back.

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  1. Gabriella says:

    Sorry hun but what is the question??

  2. Brittany S says:

    You should go to the authorities as soon as possible. You need to protect yourself!

  3. Mariku says:

    2 things. 1 if he choked you to death, how did you post this question?… 2, unplug or turn off your phone.

  4. Askeque Lafrei says:

    Your plan for what to do if he comes is awesome. Do that. 🙂

  5. Soso Akubardia says:

    Just call the cops and finish him 😉 Bastards like him deserve to rot in jail.

  6. Jami S says:

    Just because the phone rings doesn’t mean you have to answer it. If you were choked to death you would be dead.

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